What Living In Japan Has Taught Me 🌸

7 years ago, my ultimate dream came true. 

7年前、私の究極の夢が実現しました。日本に住むという夢です。

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I call it my cherry blossom dream. Thanks to my hardworking brother, I was able to start a new life as a Japanese language student here in Japan. I repaid his love by working with him in growing his company where I was able to do a wide scope of work from packing fragile Japanese antiques, to setting up an online store as the number one source of vintage souvenir jackets. It was a crazy type of additional schooling, lol. Still grateful for the craziness.

私はそれを桜の夢と呼んでいます。勤勉な兄のおかげで、ここ日本の留学生として新しい生活を始めることができました。兄に恩返しするために日本の骨董品を梱包することから世界一のスカジャンオンラインストアを設立することまで幅広い仕事をして兄の会社の成長に協力しました。仕事はとてもクレイジーなほど忙しく大変でしたが、そこから様々なことを学ぶことができ、感謝しています。

As I started my journey, I relaunched my passion for sharing creative content and blogging. I blogged about my simple life and fascination over kawaii culture. I met many people. I also said goodbye to many people. They also said goodbye to me. I moved on and eventually became ready to open new doors too. Experience is the best teacher as they say.

私が旅を始めた頃、沢山の人にクリエイティブなコンテンツとブログを共有するという情熱が再び湧きました。カワイイ文化に対する私のシンプルライフと魅力についてブログしました。沢山の新しい人に出会い、同時に沢山の人に別れを告げました。彼らもまた私に別れを告げました。私は前へ進み続け、最終的に新しい扉を開く準備をしました。経験は最高の教師とはよくいったものです。

I went through a lot of phases. I had many achievements. I also had an equal share of setbacks. Yin and yang. I went through depression. That rock bottom served as my solid foundation that helped me find my purpose in life. I realized that I’m only alive for less than 10 decades, what the hell am I complaining about?

私は多くの段階を経て、沢山の成果を収めましたが、同時に同じくらいの反動も受けました。陰と陽。私はうつ病を経験して岩底まで落ちましたが、その経験は人生の目的を見つけるのに非常に役立ちました。人生の内のたった少ししか生きてないのに、何について不平を言えるでしょうか?

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2017: A Year of Creativity, Videos, & Gudetama ?

Hi everyone!

How’s your 2018 so far? Hopefully, you’re just taking some time to have a good rest to mentally prepare for the year ahead. Before anything else, I hope & pray that all of your goals & plans this 2018 will come true! 🙂

I decided to write about what happened last 2017 today because tomorrow, it’s literally my own “new year”! Cannot believe how time flies! A few years ago, I was just relaunching this blog when I moved to Japan when I was 20? (or 21? lol). Tomorrow, I’m already going to turn 27 and oh man, my 26 yr. old self endured a lot last 2017!

(Uhm ,is it just me or does it feel weird to describe 2017 as “last 2017” when it was just a few days ago… haha)

2017 was a really challenging year for me (I’d probably say this sentence every year haha). It was kind of my first time to really tackle “adulting” in a whole new level. I promised to myself that I would document my progress / journey everyday through my creative outlet: kawaii journaling.

When things happen all at the same time, it is natural for anyone to have a blurry vision especially during the small / big moments that he/she should be grateful about. And this is probably why I decided to commit to journal regularly. My past self kind of predicted that this type of self-care hobby would help me a lot by saving myself from the unnecessary anxiety caused by the overwhelming feeling of  impending tasks. Thanks to my TN / Hobonichi / little diary notebooks, I’ve survived many challenges in 2017 (and more years in the future)!

2017 was the year I decided to go out farther from my already-uncomfortable zones. To fuel and sustain my everyday life here in Japan (and to help my family back home if I do make extra), I applied for part-time jobs (English teaching). For some people, they find it boring and very usual for foreigners living in Japan to have the same job (I literally get comments “isn’t it boring to be an English teacher” lol).. but for me, I am very proud to be called a sensei. I’ve always wanted to teach (this is why I write long reflection papers on my blog because I want to share my knowledge on certain things) and after 2 months of continuous training, I’m finally starting fresh this January.

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It’s Tough But I’m Tougher

Hi all!

Today, I spent most of my time at home doing some backlog work. I also filmed a flip-through video of my hobonichi and surprised myself with this page. I was out of the country for 6 days last week and I already had amnesia about the detailed happenings in early August.. omg lol. :)) I thought it’s been a month or so since I’ve tried Nana’s Green Tea but dear Lord, it was just last August 23. My brain, what’s up?? :))

These past few weeks have been a bit hard for me and I’m really just doing my best to just focus on the positives and just treat any challenge as how it should be treated (…a challenge ^^). A few months ago, I have decided to go more “full-time” with my brand Rainbowholic / content creation passion. Full-time doesn’t actually mean total full-time since I have to be realistic + I’m not rich enough to feed myself with just Rainbowholic (yet) … lolol TT_TT

These days, I work 2 days for myself (managing a youtube channel / blog / shop), 1 day for English part-time job, 2 days for JLM Store.. and sometimes during weekends, I also work extra for myself because #passion lol (thanks Aki for being so patient & understanding). Before, it was 4-5 days a week at our company. Even deciding to spend more time on it took a lot of courage from me because I was aware of the fact that doing so would gain discouragement from others (unfortunately.. this is how real world works).

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Japan Lover Me Box + Lifeeee

Hi everyone!

I just realized I haven’t posted about this newest product at Japan Lover Me Store! We have received many requests about having our own subscription box / “Japan” Box. Since we are still finding ways on how to work on this (our main product categories are Japanese arts & antiques + vintage souvenir jackets), we’re trying out this kind of mystery box first. Baby steps first, ね! : )

We have partnered with Mad Tee Party, a shirt store in the Philippines that carries Little Miss Paintbrush‘s designs. We all work together in producing these Japanese-inspired merchandise + content and I couldn’t be more proud to have their stuff available for JLM’s overseas fans.

For our first regular JLM Box, the JapanLover will receive a Mad Tee Party merch (tote bag / shirt) that they chose + assorted lifestyle items ranging from stationery goods, souvenir items, plushies, and so much more! In the future, we’d like to produce and print our own zines, stationery collection, and other creative things we could think of. Earlier this year, we have launched our first-ever line of original-produced souvenir jackets (designed by the whole team). Hopefully in the coming years, we will be able to offer a wider range of products designed by our super talented & forever down-to-earth Creative Head, Chichi Romero.

The regular box includes the following assorted contents:

1 Mad Tee Party shirt of your own choice (1 stock per design only)

1 sticker sheet (Japanese elements theme)

1 uchiwa fan

2 plushies

1 Japanese towel / tenugui

2 random Japanese-themed items (You’ll never know what you’ll get)

1 JLM Poster art by Little Miss Paintbrush

Free goodies / snacks from JLM team (not shown in the photos)

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The premium box includes the following assorted contents:

1 Mad Tee Party shirt of your own choice (1 stock per design only)

2 sticker sheets (Japanese elements theme)

1 uchiwa fan

2 plushies

1 Japanese towel / tenugui

5 random Japanese-themed items (You’ll never know what you’ll get)

1 JLM Poster art by Little Miss Paintbrush

Free goodies / snacks from JLM team (not shown in the photos) – Premum Box Version

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